Lightning, probing, dart like thoughts,
Try to seek me from afar,
Reeking, seething, mental puss,
Sticks to my mind like tar.
Violated, raped and tortured,
Ripped apart with hands all feeling,
Red hot pokers send me reeling,
As secrets layed out bare.
Loneliness, primordial darkness,
Eternal suffering, no more to tell,
Opened,My own living hell...
